"Halo"

I never promised you a ray of light,

I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday,

I give you everything I have, the good, the bad.

Why do you put me on a pedestal,

I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below,

So help me down you've got it wrong,

I don't belong there.

One thing is clear,

I wear a halo,

I wear a halo when you look at me,

But standing from here,

you wouldn't say so

you wouldn't say so, if you were me

And I, I just wanna love you,

Oh oh I, I just wanna love you

I always said that I would make mistakes,

I'm only human, and that’s my saving grace,

I fall as hard as I try

So don't be blinded

See me as I really am,

I have flaws and sometimes I even sin,

so pull me from that pedestal,

I don't belong there.

One thing is clear,

I wear a halo,

I wear a halo when you look at me,

But standing from here,

you wouldn't say so

you wouldn't say so, if you were me

And I, I just wanna love you,

Oh oh I, I just wanna love you

Why you think that you know me

But In your eyes I am something above you

It’s only in your mind

Only in your mind I wear a I wear a I wear a Halo

just stuff

ok so this next post is kinda all over the place but at the moment so is my life so hey.. what harm?

this picture says so much..yet not enough.. hurt, pain, tears but no words.. you have to figure it out yourself.. like so much in life already.. it's a pity that we werent given a manual at the start of life to say this is how you are supposed to approach the world, your life, your relationships.. but even if we were only a few of us would actually read it..

i've been dwelling alot on the past, missed opportunities, purpose, loss and loved ones recently and seeing as i am currently sick i dont have much to do except, think.. (and watch one tree hill of course)... Speaking of One Tree Hill, who thought it could be so inspirational or well at least thought provking.. Chad Micheal Murray aka Lucas Scott quoted Socrates (470 BC- 399 BC) the famous Greek philosopher saying..

“Life contains but two tragedies. One is not to get your heart's desire; the other is to get it.”

i know my hearts desire and it is something i strive for everyday and if im honest, if i got it i wouldnt know what to do with it... not to get my heart's desire is one thing but to have it taken away?? dunno if i could handle it..

im tired of being the stong one.. im tired of "dealing" with things all the time. im tired, of always settling for something instead of getting THEE thing..

is it too much to ask for happiness? and/or if we get it, all we can do is count... count how long it takes to be taken away from us... how do we rebel? CAN we rebel?

Socrates says life contains but two tragedies but im asking does life contain happiness? or are we living in a messed up fairy tale that never ends.. so that none of us get happy ever after?

is there ever "right without the wrong"?

or "truth without the lies"?

"one without the other?"

William Morris (1834-1896) once said "Love is enough"

The Beatles sang "All You Need is Love"...

at the and of the day is love enough for you to be ok? love from a parent , love from a friend, love from God, love from "your other half"..

is it enough?

"There is only one real tragedy in a womans life. The fact that her past is always her lover, and her future invariably her husband" - Oscar Wilde

the tragedy is there are no any guarentees in this life, nothing you can truly trust.. especially love.